A JOURNEYS BEGINNING

2019

MY MIND

"Its chaos up in here, carnage everywhere, who’s with me isn’t clear.

Feeling lost in my own mind, where my safety was confined."

CHANGED

"Turn the key, the headlights go out and its midnight, step out. Black hoodie on. I got no torch but there’s flames in my eyes lighting up the road ahead."

THE ORCHARD

"I’m drowning in my worry, he better hurry, my sights getting blurry.

The tide of night flooding my thoughts with fear,

Doubt is here, whispering in my ear, he’s the antecedent of fear.

Plugging my ear, so I can’t hear, the help that’s here."

UNABLE

"You paid with love while I dug my grave with hate. You laid in my grave taking my shame, clothing me with your righteousness. I stand in awe unable to even fathom the price you paid."

HOPE

"Hope a four-letter word

The difference between existence

And the act of living.

Hope is a person’s resistance."

MASTERPIECE

"Fear of the future I distain

But I live with that pain."

THE ROOM

"Push the door open slowly

Check my back to know

That there’s no one watching.

Or following my shadow."

THE FOG

"The Fogs been coming,

Chilling my bones,

Just rest let it settle.

The darkness comes to test my mettle."

DARKNESS FLEES

"Then I see the Darkness Flee

Now the Fees been Paid for Me

Now I’m Free, it has to Be

No more Chains, I traded Lanes"

QUESTIONS

"Where’s the ship going? Did I drop anchor?

The sea still flowing but we’re standing still.

I am storing my pain, like a banker.

Should lose to gain or admit that I’m ill."

MY STORY

"I’ve come and gone like the tide.

I’m the bridge for the divide.

Connecting worlds that never meet,

I belong nowhere, just in-between."

THE PAST

"The past is gone, buried in the grave,

I should be free, yet I am bound.

Spend my time gouging at the ground.

As if opening the casket will bring it back."